Check

Head is shaved.

My collar

I bought a collar today. Black leather dog collar.

Wearing it reminds me every minute of who and what I am and of what I aspire to be.

It is kind of chafing on my neck, so I am going to work up to wearing it all the time.

1. Start wearing it while awake and at home.
2. Add while sleeping.
3. Add all the time.

Today

Today some things changed. Today I gained some freedom to make the changes I need to make, but the cost was high.

I don't know what the future will bring. But today I need to focus on my goals.

Tomorrow will take care of itself.

Punishments

What suggestions does the community have for punishments when I fail to follow a rule?

Hard vs. Sharp: A uniform debate

The question of uniform is dividing into what I am going to call the hard vs. sharp debate.

The hard uniform is military: camo, boots, etc.

The sharp uniform is formal: slacks, button up shirt, leather tie, etc.

Which direction to go?

The uniform

Part of dedicating myself to a more disciplined and regimented life, a large and very visible part, will be my daily uniform.

I will have 3 uniforms: Running uniform, work uniform and standard uniform. Two of the three are set.

Running Uniform
Sweat suit (single solid color. any suggestions on what color?)
White undershirt
Jock strap
Running shoes
Black socks

Work Uniform
Work Shirt
Brown Dickies Pants
White Undershirt
Boxer Briefs (right now working with what I have, but as they wear out or I
get money, they should become uniform.)
Black Socks
Steel Toe Shoes
Leather Belt

But the specifics of my day-to-day uniform are still up in the air. Around my apartment I will, like all good boys, be naked much of the time. But I need something that will be simple that I can wear every day. I think something vaguely military or fetish would be good, too.

Any ideas?

Weekday morning routine

5:30 Yoga

6:00 Run

7:00 Shit, shower and shave

7:45 Breakfast of fruit and oatmeal

8:00 Leave for work

8:30 Arrive at work

Updating Diet and Interaction Rules

Diet:

1. No fast food
2. No sweets
3. No soda
4. Beans, rice, raw fruits and vegetables and lean meat

Interaction rules:

1. All males are "Sir"
2. All females are "Miss" or "Ma'am" and outside of work I do not need to interact with them
3. Outside of work I avoid eye contact and maintain a submissive and respectful stance

Rules

What are the rules and daily routines that make for a better boy?

I think I need to have a uniform I wear. Shave my head at least once a week. Exercise. Restricted, but healthy, diet.

Ideas? Comments?

Why this blog exists

My life lacks focus. I am fat, I am broke, I am working a job that is going nowhere. I am not getting any younger and I won't make change on my own.

I--with the help of Masters and interested parties--am going to set up rules to live by and I am going to report honestly and fully and I am going to have consequences if I fail.

I need to get in shape.

I need discipline. I need order, I need to remake my life into something of value to myself and someone else.